Living free from a full time "job" is new, exhilarating, scary, busy, confusing . . . in effect it is something I'm learning. Much like anything else, being "free" takes some time to live effectively, wisely and satisfyingly. I was surprised by this revelation. In the beginning it was like the first morning you wake up on VACATION! YEAH! It's so awesome. I had the urge to run out into the street in my jams and yell "I'M FREE!" but suddenly realized there were other meanings for that statement and I could be in big trouble :-) So resisting that urge, I sat in my jams and drank my coffee leisurely, thinking over my plans for the day. Days clicked by, and I found myself very busy. It's amazing how many things there are to be done if you search them out. I felt lonely, tired, stressed and sad! OH, no, what is wrong with this? Ping! The light went on. I always had my morning time with God before work. It was MY time. I wasn't doing this anymore and I was feeling like a person on a food fast - starving. So began my first adjustment of freedom. TAKE TIME WITH GOD.
I'm doing that now and that is what I am going to begin sharing with you.
Enjoy your evening! I will see you right after my God Time in the morning.
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